Byron Bank - Current Situations Lyrics

Everyday I been sinning, I'm praying father forgive me
And all the dirty I done did it's getting harder to sweep it
I can't believe that your gone, things are not the same
I f*cked up but then adults can do some childish things
How did this happen, where we go wrong I still wanna know
We were lovers and once friends, now look at us both
'Til this day I'm still here for ya, some kisses and hugs for ya
No matter the circumstances, I'll always have love for ya
We use to joke about it, now it's reality
Handling the situation admitted to everything
Now both of them hate me, because I did them both wrong
I told you passion has a price, that's why I'm writing this song
Admitting my selfish ways, it's getting harder each day
But every time I see you face, I picture walking away
It's so much easy to say, up in this song as it plays
I think about it every day, I'm hoping you're do the same
Now let the song cry, why
These my current situations all bullshit aside

Quick to send a message, waiting for the reply
I use to tell myself and you I'm not that typical guy
And all the shit you been through, and I knew of it too
I watch you cried on the couch how could I did this to you
That shit was devastating, handing my key grabbing my things
And my baby that's unborn I can't even see
Now you look at me different, it ain't the same yeah I get it
And I don't ever wanna be the one you think of resenting
Now I'm at the therapist, how could it just come to this
Trying to figure out how in the f*ck I'm fixing this
I don't know where it's going, I'm holding on to the moments
Every day I wake up, to give me my all and be open
Feeling lost but I'm hoping, that everything will get better
Found my soul up in this song, as I jot every letter
It's so much easy to say, up in this song as it plays
I think about it every day, I'm hoping you're do the same
Now let the song cry, why
These my current situations all bullshit aside

So much is on my mind and I can't even show it
Cause I know you're watching me and how I deal for the moment
I gotta keep it together, it's all on me I realize
I live a double life, it's hard to keep the other a side
And now we five months in, you're asking me for the name
When we talk about it all I really see is your pain
Now I struggle to tell my kids, my oldest at that
My granny said I'm like my father I don't wanna be that
Still that hurt 'til today, my sister turned me away
Had to watch my momma cry when I told her the same
This my life but live it, shit I know what I did
And I'm giving him my time just like the rest of my kids
Nobody stand in my way, f*ck what everyone say
Ain't the first it happened to or be the last shall I say
It's so much easy to say, up in this song as it plays
I think about it every day, I'm hoping you're do the same
Now let the song cry, why
These my current situations all bullshit aside