Learning to cope again
Through the Fence
Felt natural had no need to impress
Lifes a test
Spent more time in the grass
I'm focused on my past
When my future looks so much greener
I'll smoke my reefer
Okay I'm present
But I seemed to mix up the message
Lost in the drugs and all of my blessings
Second guessing
My direction
Staring at a crescent
The sky is dark and I accept it
But I won't deflect it
I'm burdened
Earnings only came cause of fear
I don't know if I'm in the clear
So I lean on that
And hope that it comes to pass
Anxiety overlaps
Collision of worlds and both can collapse
Safe is oxymoron
Life ends I'm not a moron
So I grind until I belong
I meet many faces who feel my songs
People are hard to impress beyond belief
I'm B-Zeik
And its nice to meet
All of you
All of you
All of you
All of you
Lost my virtues
Someone hurt you
Change is good
Misunderstood
Definition of a kid
Missing extra in a flick
Add a bit of straw till it gives
Bag full of merch that sits
Shit
Now we have to find some cash
Incomes that last
But every corner is a dead end
And every morning I'm at it again
What stumps me is I'm addicted to pretend
Another prop on a stage
Another nameless f*cking face
Its why my brand drips
Helps me get them off my f*cking case
With experts staring at new designs
Rattle my brain while I expand my mind
Took too many drugs
Man this sucks
I feel stuck
I'm down on luck
I'm suppose to feel like a king
But sometimes
I don't even want to sing
Cant give my dad shit for wanting his hit
As a kid always had Saturday flicks
Watching Scooby-Doo I never imagined what I could do
I never imagined I'd be here with all of you
All of you
All of you
All of you
Tracing the sky with fire
Goals make me tired
The sobriety has got me all out of whack
How am I suppose to react
(Gonna tell me?)
If you found out everything was a lie
Pulling back the curtains writing words on the fly
Tugging on my soul strangers asking are you fine
Heard the news wanted to hear if you were alive
Everyone acts like they have all the answers
Never been shot at need to mind your manners
Do what you know best do exotic dancers
Nose out my business with these Ned Flanders
Pander to a new audience
Hand her a ring and a new audi whip
Put the record on loud and hope it don't skip
Close my eyes tight step off into the abyss