Copywrite - Seratonin Lyrics

I don't know how to start this...
I'm out of words
First let me apologize
To all the persons I cursed and hurt
They say... I got what I deserve
Got to work on that way
To show you tomorrow
You are not promised to...
Sometimes I feel like I am wasted...
I swear sometimes it feels amazing to have made it here
That's why... and I had a crazy year which made me feel
Nothing living it's a cold world when I crawl
... don't know where to go
I've been around the world...
That's hysterical
I've been here before
That's years ago
But I swear...
Got to be that
That's the goal
Can I please have that control?
Hip hop don't fits like rock and roll
... I'm living in the moment
Care to join me?
We're all in the ceremony
Serotonin

Focus your mind
Open your eyes
Focus disappear