Caesar Woods - Heavens Gate (feat. Diego Andreu) Lyrics

I don't know what happens when you die, nah
I'm just tryna get it while alive, yeah
Heaven won't you let me in
I have gambled everything
I can tell you how it's gonna end
I'll be counting milli's in a benz
I've let go of all my fear
I don't need a souvenir
I don't know what happens when you die
(Heaven won't you let me in, heaven won't you let me in)
I'm just tryna get it while alive
(Heaven won't you let me in, heaven won't you let me in)
Heaven won't you let me in all this time I've settled in
I know I've been sentiment with all these f*cking synonyms
Taste it like it's cinnamon but I won't ever let this end
Why can't I just let em in all my thoughts are delicate
I gambled my life but you take it all away
I tried to win the mercy of you, you won't ever break
You tell me I'm delusional then put me in a cage
All that shit that happened to me is a product that you made
Woah
Watch me fall you calling timber see my flame you watch it dimmer
The light in my eye is gone my drive for life has simmered
I lost my drive to live now so tell me what do I live for
The voices in my head won't go away I can hear them whisper
They telling me what I wanna hear but I won't ever listen
They say it's not that bad, it appears that most my life I'm tripping
Tell me how'd I end up here, what'd I make of the life I'm living
I'm livid but I won't miss it, no
I don't know what happens when you die, nah
I'm just tryna get it while alive, yeah
Heaven won't you let me in
I have gambled everything
I can tell you how it's gonna end
I'll be counting milli's in a benz
I've let go of all my fear
I don't need a souvenir
I don't know what happens when you die
(Heaven won't you let me in, heaven won't you let me in)
I'm just tryna get it while alive
(Heaven won't you let me in, heaven won't you let me in)
You got the front row seats to see my untimely demise, man
I don't wanna die but what's the point of being alive, man
Tried to multiply my numbers but you just hit divide, damn
Tryna get rid of us all turn us into AI, damn
Blast my music hear my story you know all the above, woah
I won't even tell that shit to the people that I love, woah
All the pain you put me through I can say I've had enough, so
Tell me to stay another day but I don't give a f*ck, no
You took my grandma, took my Uncle you even took my best friend
Mean no disrespect I'm asking if Heaven will let me in
Cause lately I've been feeling like I'm alone no life to mend
Lately I feel like everyone is better off if I were dead
Cause, kids dying everyday at the hands of the police
Gonna die someday got me begging on my knees
I find ways to cope that's why I always smoke the weed
To calm my nerves, put my soul at peace, but
I don't know what happens when you die, nah
I'm just tryna get it while alive, yeah
Heaven won't you let me in
I have gambled everything
I can tell you how it's gonna end
I'll be counting milli's in a benz
I've let go of all my fear
I don't need a souvenir
I don't know what happens when you die, nah
I'm just tryna get it while alive, yeah
Heaven won't you let me in
I have gambled everything
I can tell you how it's gonna end
I'll be counting milli's in a benz
I've let go of all my fear
I don't need a souvenir
I don't know what happens when you die
(Heaven won't you let me in, heaven won't you let me in)
I'm just tryna get it while alive
(Heaven won't you let me in, heaven won't you let me in)