Cagenation - Questions to Myself Lyrics

I got questions to myself
In my everyday routine
Will I write another verse
Will l make it be unique
Should I leave aside the weed?
Are the drugs controlling me?
Is it a necessity?
Will it take the best of me?
Will I stop this hate with my reasons, I'll act like a treason
Cuz bitches stab me once per season, Then they acting like Jesus
Telling me you was the reason, Said she's saint but she's demon
Feasting on feelings from people, Lonely people like me, who get attached real quick
Oh, the scars are so deep
And sometimes I weep, until I fall asleep, in my skin of a black sheep
Off to the point when I'm cheap, And I creep too much in my thoughts
My suicidal thoughts
F*ck depression, Issa hoax
And am questioning myself
What's the point in doing that
If i ever want to try that

Question to myself
Is this my reality
Question to myself
What's the meaning of life you see
Question to myself
What's life without goals you see
Question to myself
Question to myself

Question to myself
Question to myself
Is it worth the wealth?
Is it worth the wealth?
How much is a soul worth
If I sold you my own would you owe me my own birth
Is it something that you don't earn
We were born with a halo and horn in a cold world
And armed with a voice and choice to do the right thing
So if it don't feel right within
You can fight the sin

How do I embrace the fame and remain the same
No labels, no chains
I shy away for the same reason you came
I mean
I don't do the social apps or streaming stats
But if I screamed at cats
Would they believe my raps
Jheeze
How far can the truth go
Is it easier to swallow if I combine it with a cute flow
And some sweet poetry
Maybe you'll then notice me
Just a sinner on a soapbox
Screaming at the world that the light glimmers behind roadblocks
But they only look up
Long enough to avoid the dimming and the flicker of their phone lock
But I can't rap just for rap's sake
There has to be something at stake
There has to be a message you'll take
There has to be a wall I break
And I' ma show you all the way
And talk on the fact we've abandoned our faith
And I don't expect you to think the same
It's the outspoken man that will bring about change
I' ma speak from my heart and let the truth be told
So that selling my art will be selling my soul

Question to myself
Question to myself
Question to myself
Is this my reality
Question to myself
What's the meaning of life you see
Question to myself
What's life without goals you see
Question to myself
Question to myself
Question to myself
Is this my reality
Question to myself
What's the meaning of life you see
Question to myself
What's life without goals you see
Question to myself
Question to myself