Cahylub - Jamal Lyrics

Black boy, brown boy
Lover boy on the move
Shea butter and a nice scrub
You make me delirious,
Your tattooed on my mind
I been working hard
I been on my grind
How do I still like you
No, actually I take that back
How does my heart still care about you
Swear I turned it off, the off button doesn't work
Learning lessons everyday
One day, I'll learn your no good for me
You have notifications, so do I
You know I don't need you
Definitely don't need your backhanded sweet words
I need you to make up your mind, I need to make up mine too
You played it, and played me
Hella' new growth coming in
1 years worth, I be damned if a year from now
I still think of you, what we could've been
Don't know if I'm addicted, I'll learn one day
Stubborn in my own ways, water sign don't make it no better
Director of this false fairy tale world of mine, and you're not playing your role
Play your f*cking role, and maybe we be cool
2 Reese's cups and a gas station slushie
Stretch my neck out to check up on you
I still kinda care, wish I didn't care tho
Still kinda miss you, not really
Gut is telling me to leave you alone
Heart is saying hit you up
Setting myself up for the same thing again
We still leaving niggas on "seen" in 2019
Damn, if you don't wanna talk that's fine
Let a nigga know something
Let a nigga know
Need to leave you alone
It's necessary I do so for me to grow
Let a nigga know how you're moving
So I can decide what I wanna do
Don't know what I'm doing here
Gotta put me first
You just wanna take my soul
All the love I had stored for you
You can keep it, I don't want it
It was only like 3 weeks, but still
You still fine as f*ck though
But I don't want any parts of you
You gotta go, and I do too
You were supposed to be my 5 o'clock tv dinner
After work, your shadow behind me in a warm manner
I kinda miss talking to you, don't miss being left on read
Don't miss being left on read, at all