Cain3 - Rip Moneqoe Lyrics

I don't think I feel the love no more, baby No more, no more, no more
I said baby, I think that I chose enough No more, it's like you don't want my love
No more, it's like you don't want my love No more, baby
I don't think I feel the love no more, baby No more, no more, no more
I said baby, I think that I chose enough No more, it's like you don't want my love
No more, it's like you don't want my love
Some shit just not easy as it's made to be Try to feed me with regret to make a scene
Remember Mema came and watched my brother in Peewee league
Shout out Peewee, man, that nigga's thorough as it can be
Need my pockets swole like it got stung by bees
Bad bitch eating dick like it's wings and things
Had to lay up off a drink, I was seeing things
This shit deeper than you think, I know what it brings
I apologize to all my fans I know I've been slacking on the plan
I've been going through some shit you'll never understand
Pray my high just won't decline cause it'll hurt the land
Remember with my cousin, I tried xans for the first time
Shit I'm knowing I ain't understand around the first time
Everything that I was taught, I learned it from my mother
Never seen her hurt as deep since that shit with my brother
If I say I love you got my heart just like no other
R.I.P. Moneqoe, no, life ain't fair, this shit ain't easy
When mama find out how you died, she ain't take this shit easy
Took her own life and hung herself, that shit unreal
Ma said they was best friends ever since they was little
I know life is dukkha, take it day by day to live
Lot of shit on my mind, last year can hardly heal
Tryna find some time in my heart to make this real
On my road to become a man
Already know this shit ain't easy but I got a plan
Blow my brain's over a wall if I'ma take a stand
Wanted to give up all this rapping, shit ain't go as planned
I'm an open book, ain't no declining for my dreams
Try to overlook this shit, you know it ain't what it seems
All the mistakes I made, that shit ain't never defining me
Knowing it's not okay but I'm still gracious for what it brings
You don't care about how I feel, don't know my means
Had to watch them bury my grandma in the leaves
It's a lot of shit, tryna go legit, I put it in work repeat
Hiding from demons in the forest with no shoes on my feet
You crying alone, see tears on the leaves
Worrying about watching what I'm doing, you don't contribute to my needs
When my mama found out about her son, she broke down to her knees
It's too much, I can't let go for nothing, I never wanna breathe
R.I.P. nikka, Moneqoe
Thats my mama's friend, She hung her self
Bathroom, shower rod or something like that
Tied a t-shirt around her neck and took her own life
Shit crazy though
But I'm already knowing life ain't fair
Learning to take this shit day by day
And you keep pushing, you keep thriving
It's all about surviving, you know
That shit selfish to take your whole life
When you got a lot of people that love you
Always remember that
You're not alone