Isolate myself away
Loathe everything
I wish I could say
That there's nothing
For today
They say their always here
So I smile and keep workin
But when I'm done they all disappear
And they never check in
When I cry in public
They either laugh and walk away
Or they say it will only last for today
But I know it's a trick
You all make me sick
The best medicine is a smile
But like alcohol it only lasts a while
And I haven't suffered traumatically
I am just really bad at being happy