Calebasas - Closure and Excuses Lyrics

It's been a minute
Haven't seen you in 8 years, startin to think that you went missin
This feelin different
I tried to hate you, but now that I see you, my pain healing
What the f*ck you been on?

F*ck you been on?

Where you been?

Shit, it's been about a decade

Haven't seen you since sky blue paint on the whip
That was my first car, we used to cruise in it
On the way to classes at 6AM
You stayed on the phone with ya nigga, damn
Knew I was better than him
Bad taste in my mouth like phlegm
You always spoke with the bitches that talk down
Always hang with the niggas that talk down
It was me and you against them
But I did it all myself
All myself

You went missin on me, I tried to keep to solid
We were kids back then, I was ignorant of the knowlegde I got now
From time to time, I would contemplate hittin your line
You stayed on my mind all the time
I had a lot goin on
You was the only escape at the time
Couldn't navigate my emotions, I was lost all the time
I rejected the potentials on my line
Hopin you would spin the block just one more time
But you never came back for me
Practiced holdin my tears, somethin you ain't see
Had me thinkin was this really even meant to be
Was this meant to be, oh

Now we standing in this parking lot lookin at each other
I seen your sis the other week, I almost asked how you was
I tried to brush it off, like I never gave a f*ck
But the last I heard about you, you was a mother now
That shit is really wild, don't know what to do now
I got someone that I'm buildin with, so why you pop up now?
I tried to bury what we had deeper than the underground
But the memories are resurfacing now

This a letter to you
(Minute since we kicked it, you been caught up)
Gave me the closure I needed, I don't want to hear an excuse
(I don't get it, where you come from?)

Yeah

You never had to deal with that
So why you make me deal with that?