Caleigh - Crutch Lyrics

VERSE 1
I've been trying to paint my starry night
With an empty bottle
No pills left to swallow
Highs and lows they don't feel black and white
Colors run together
Not sure if it's better
PRE-CHORUS
Like falling without landing
I can barely stand it
CHORUS
Close my eyes
Count to five
I think too much
I think too much
Hold it in
Just get up
It's not a crutch
It's not a crutch


VERSE 2
Can't sit through another episode
It's hard to watch the spiral
Cycle of survival
I'm so tired of fighting comatose
This healing isn't healthy
But feeling doesn't help me
PRE-CHORUS
Like falling without landing
Now I'm barely standing
CHORUS
Close my eyes
Count to five
I think too much
I think too much
Hold it in
Just get up
It's not a crutch
It's not a crutch

CHORUS
Close my eyes
Count to five
I think too much
I think too much
Hold it in
Just get up
It's not a crutch
It's not a crutch