double faced Video (MV)

Double faced
Sometimes, I find it hard to relate
Other times, I keep inside the pain
One life, and I ran it in the grave
Outside, in a private hideaway
It's fine, I won't show my face
Highlight, blue and red I can't erase
Highly rated but I can't see outer space
Slowed the fading I can't reverse my mistakes
Got some beef now I put it on my plate
I got practically everyone who's doubting giving hate
I'm goal side and I ran right through the gate
You might, have to sit there have to wait
Heart tied, with a sour lemon taste
Pick up, where we left you overweight
Don't call, when you have nothing to say
You laugh, when you kidding tell me straight
8 women and I swear they look the same
Can you say my name like I had half the fame?
And like I have a lot give to and none to take
What am I taking?
From you don't have to blame me
Blame yourself, hide your face, no identity
Issues, politics, and anything that your friends see
I don't wanna talk or change the person that gets me (yeah)
I come with a price, you showed me the light, when I was all alone
Came with a deal, I felt it so real, when we were high and low
Level the pedal, and pedal the metal, that was the status quo
Crossing the bridge, I gave it a kick, and it was time to go
Gave it to god, he traded it
I can't ever go back, to the latest shi
I gave you the doubt with the benefit
I hope that the money was counterfeit
Turned to the sauce on the side
You can drown in the well that you put me in
You can kiss my lips goodbye
You can go to back to the life that you wanna live
Crazy people and they make me to a fool I
Got a lot of love to give and that's how I fly
Carven copy of a friend that was my best guy
Had a couple years to spare before the deadline
Met some other issues standing in my way
Came from spreading love to steering in the path of hate
I could make a diss of people who have changed on me
Special names for contacts cooking up the recipe
Double faced yeah
Sometimes, I find it hard to relate
Other times, I keep inside the pain
One life, and I ran it in the grave
Outside, in a private hideaway
It's fine, I won't show my face
Highlight, blue and red I can't erase
Highly rated but I can't see outer space
Slow it down, pressures pickin up right now
Sink or drown, deep in water, okay ice out
Cold Palmer catch me brewing something nice with doubt (yeah)
It's an ice'o
Me v you, check it roll the dice
Grab a knife o
Gotta like the pain that's at stake
It's a fight though
Got not much to lose
No more losses, I ain't Mike though
I know
I reep what I sow
I leap when I go
I keep a leather coat
I know (I know)
I see better goals
I leave and I grow
I ain't even plateau
I can see what people thinking before they even talk
I could maybe gain half back, even though
I'm not flashy or as cool but I still see the top
You have people I have visions, who can see it all