Dying Saint Video (MV)

I'm not scared of dying
I'm scared of what I'm gone leave behind
I'm scared of trying
Only to realize
I'm a dying saint
Came in to life, born sinner
God designed, a born winner
If I had to take it back underground
I'd get a black hummer with chrome spinners
Cold nights with cold dinners
With a gold plaque signed "B. Ginner"
Now times change and I love more
But my patience got a whole lot thinner
Ain't too many ways I can repent for my actions
I prefer to improvise cause I'm not that into acting
But I don't skip on the training I put time into practice
I'm chasing all I can right now I know life ain't everlasting
I'm jumping pitfalls placed in my way
Games that I play just to see the skills they put on display
No competition the mirrors the only image that can stand in my way
Better days close my eyes and I pray
I tell em, pardon me, sinners free, tucked deep down but it's haunting me
Life so full of monotony
They build me up to topple me
Tamed my hate with a lock and key
Called me out had no ID
Cleared my views with the new visine
Ain't no telling what the third eye seen
I'm a dying Saint
This my time to say
I'm not scared of dying cause I know I found my way
I'm a dying saint and a born sinner
Just know I love you if I never get to say get to say
I'm a dying Saint
This my time to say
I'm not scared of dying cause I know I found my way
I'm a dying saint and a born sinner
Just know I love you if I never get to say get to say
I fall too deep, love too quick, have some thoughts and they make me sick
All in my head, need to go hit a lick, wanna live wanna love, man I hate these clicks
Move slick, move like a dope dealer
Know I gotta move quick, I'm just like a home healer
Now they looking up to me, I'm kinda scared of that
I'm on my second life, I gotta give it back
Ain't too many that I know that died, and gotta chance I was slow to rise
Blessed up it was no surprise, save well but I blow my tithes
On helping communities, helping the kids
You think I should do it I already did
They selling they souls I'm placing a bid
I bought 'em just so I can start to get rid
Of stereotypes and misconceptions
Made some mistakes, made a lot of corrections
Learned my lessons, wield no weapons
I'm a born sinner based off deception
Faced reflection, wiped my tears
I'm a dying saint till the end of my years
I'm a dying Saint
This my time to say
I'm not scared of dying cause I know I found my way
I'm a dying saint and a born sinner
Just know I love you if I never get to say get to say
I'm a dying Saint
This my time to say
I'm not scared of dying cause I know I found my way
I'm a dying saint and a born sinner
Just know I love you if I never get to say get to say
I'm not scared of dying
I'm scared of what I'm gone leave behind
I'm scared of trying
Only to realize
I'm a dying saint
Dying dying, they gone leave me dying
Dying dying, they gone leave me dying
Dying dying, they gone leave me dying
Dying dying, they gone leave me dying