Cameron Sanderson - Neurotypical Lyrics

Difficult
Difficult
Not being neurotypical
Typical
Skipping class and losing pens
Been deluded since I was ten
Had more fun in my own head
Why would I let the noise out?
Ten years on I'm getting worse
Instead of keys I'm losing her
I don't feel special I feel cursed
It's too late for me now I'm
Chasing dopamine
I need some more caffeine
My skin is crawling off my face
I never do a thing
While I do a millions things
Oh f*ck I've forgotten what I was trying to say
It's just so
Difficult
Difficult
Not being Neurotypical
Typical
Of me to be so cynical
Clinical
When all I want is
To turn it off
It's just so
Difficult
Difficult
Not being Neurotypical
Typical
Of me to be so cynical
Clinical
When all I want is
To turn it off
The last time someone laid with me
They told me my legs needs to calm down
My body is bad at resting
And I'm just too tired to start counting on sheep now
I'm chasing dopamine
I need some more caffeine
My skin is crawling off my face
I never do a thing
While I do a millions things oh
What I'm trying to say
It's just so
Difficult
Difficult
Not being Neurotypical
Typical
Of me to be so cynical
Clinical
When all I want is
To turn it off
It's just so
Difficult
Difficult
Not being Neurotypical
Typical
Of me to be so cynical
Clinical
When all I want is
To turn it off