camictho - exhausting Lyrics

Baby you're going nowhere
But you were never mine
So I do not care
Thought you were the one for me
Stabbed my heart just to see if it bleed
Damn the distance was so far
Driving me everywhere
Cause I had no car
Drunk on facetime you lost it
Said that loving me was exhausting

My savior complex
Got me feeling so nauseous
A damsel in distress
Should've proceeded with caution
I know you can't save everyone
But watch me try
I know my heart in the right place
But it likes to fly and die
I can't keep on this way
I gotta set up some boundaries
A chess game, best move
Or I'll end up just drowning

Baby you're going nowhere
I'd ask you "how you been?"
But I do not care
Thought you were the one for me
Stabbed my heart just to see if it bleed
Damn the distance was so far
Driving me everywhere
Cause I had no car
Drunk on facetime you lost it
Said that loving me was exhausting

We both crying on the phone
You're reading off your notes
Told me that you wrote it
Six months ago
But why now?
Why like this?
I don't mean to be remiss
But I cannot even recall
When we had our last kiss
But before we could say our last goodbye
I made one last joke and then my phone died

Baby you're going nowhere
I'd ask you "how you been?"
But I do not care
Thought you were the one for me
Stabbed my heart just to see if it bleed
Damn the distance was so far
Driving me everywhere
Cause I had no car
Drunk on facetime you lost it
Said that loving me was exhausting

But don't forget the times
I made you laugh
Till there were tears in your eyes
Now these tears are different
And it's obvious why
I'm drowning in a sea
Of memories passing by
Cause you really were mine
Messed up for good this time

Maybe I'm going nowhere
I hit my peak it was you
Dammit that's no fair
Thought you were all that I'd need
Lost ambition didn't follow my dreams
And the distance not that hard
Honestly my fault that I had no car
But I wasn't all I could be
Had to lose you to learn to be happy