Campaign Maka - Growing Pains / My Father's Reflection Lyrics

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Hey Grandpa, It's Me Maka. I love you so much and I miss you more and more everyday
I wish you were here

Amen
I love you Grandpa
I love you Grandma

It's like sometimes I get this weird feeling
And it's like I can feel you here with me.

While I'm staring at this blank canvas
Thinking to myself like damn I got to leave Kansas
Last year I wanted to be the hottest on the campus
Same year my grandpa died of his cancer

I wish I could have visit
I'm sorry I missed it
I can't believe a sickness it let you diminish
When I see your picture I get mixed feelings
It's like your still here and I can still feel you

People they only love you when its beneficial
Only when you up they want to deal with you
But when you at your lowest will they still feel you
It's hard to find the ones to keep it real with you

It's hard to keep my composure
Twas the toughest october
My cousin' nem trying to treat me like I'm the one getting over
And he knows I still love him
Got to act like I don't know him
Cause i'm still gone be the same wether I'm high or I'm Sober

Why you aint call me
When you salty
Even when its groggy
I'm still in Arms Reach
Cause I never been faulty
I've been all me
I'm solid as the concrete
Not a copy
Do you got me

I should never have to question who got me
Why they making me feel like I got to question who got me

Wrote this for my baby Nova thats my only child
They ask me what keeps me going I say its her smile
Know her mama campaige she gone hold me down
I got lost on the way but im focused now

I did this for my mama with her big heart
I hope they never ever tear you and your son apart
I hope that one day we can all have a fresh start
But until that day just like my pops I got to grind hard

Remember when you fall its how you get up
Thats what Deuce told me in there doing sit ups
For all my family locked down I send you big ups
Keep your chest poked out and your chin up

I had to put the past behind me
So when you see me doing good dont remind me
Cause I always knew who I'll be
I'm that Rose, that bloomed from the concrete