Cancelled - Transcendence (Demo) Lyrics

I watch these demons pour from my soul
I'm trapped inside this state of no control
I'm Falling deeper, no I'm numb not mindless
Just leave me be
It's only psychedelics
Yeah

Just take a step back - I'm dreaming
I just can not get back - I'm leaving
I cannot take this mental drain
I cannot shake the sense that I'm insane
The time I spend, just breaking myself down
I'm f*cking torn apart, just left to drown
I will not sink and let my mind stray
I will not watch my life just spiral away

I take a Xanax - try breathing
My mind feels like a track - Repeating
I can't believe I let my life end this way
I can't remember what pushed me to my grave
This feeling in my chest has got to get out
I'm losing consciousness my head full of doubt
It's clear to see that this has put me though pain
I'm losing sleep just f*cking frying my brain!