Cantaxes - Chapter 1 Lyrics

This is the beginning
Bro you see me grinning
I'm already winning
This heard's thinning
I have been dealing
With problems built up inside
I stand up but can't find my pride
Everyone's got a wave but here comes my tide
Over and over and over again
Take my shot
Pull my rounds
Till I am found
Till someone sees me from the other side
Wait
Is it too late

Thought this was the beginning
Looks like it's the ending
Expectations building
I have been dealing
With appealing
To everyone's feelings
Feeling like all these chains
Pulling me down
With all this pain
It's all in my brain
I'm searching in vain
All these blood stains
From tracks I killed

Skilled
With the beat
Bro bring on the heat
This is the beginning
Now it's my inning
Chapter 1
And I ain't done
This career has just begun
Anyone, everyone
I've been pushing hard
To make my dreams come to life
Even if there's strife

Making chapter 1 was difficult
Chapter 2 is critical
Bro this song is a breakthrough
It's just me and my crew
Feels like I don't belong
Everything I do is wrong
I am an MK
Missionary Kid
In other words
I'm a misfit with a purpose
Even though I say I'm worthless
I'm worth it
I trust in God
I'm such in awe
He loves me through the flaws

(Ya, just keep going here
I don't know what to do after this but we gotta keep going)
Yo
Pain
And all my gains
Brought down by all these chains
Everything rains
With all this pain
I'm made plain
Back off or I blow out your brains
Sorry I'm insane
Ya
Bro this beat was just slane
I have feelings I do not lie
I try to express them
Don't go for those highs
That will have to be for another time

This idea was a dream
Now it's a reality
It's all me and my team
Bro I can feel the steam
We have just begun
And we aren't done
We will be in it for the long run
I feel relentless
The book has just begun
This adventure will be fun
Fantasy or horror I do not know
This lyric poetry is critical
You could say it is analytical
Don't judge me
I already do that, you see
Knock me down and I will not plea
I will only be set free
From the worries and doubts that I gave me
Everyone is going to try to play me
If I make it big
Saw fame and took a swig
Oh wait it's poison
Dying from the inside out
Is that what everything is about

True people become false
Real stuff become faults
Real people become lost
I don't wanna be like that
I don't want to change my self
So other people can love themselves
I'll be real with you
I will speak true to you
True music
I won't lose it
Everything I believe is a reality

God set me free
I'm care free
But I put all these burdens on me
I'm still learning
I'm still determined
I'm not the center of respect
I need to respect
Everything has an effect
I'm determined
Not a perfect person
But I need it
With other people I try to connect
But I'm always a reject
Which I ain't wanna eject
All these problems I detect
I wanna be number one
But I'm just a subject
So it makes me number two

I'm not perfect
But I'm determined
I'm different
I hope you see the difference
'Cause this is Chapter 1
And I ain't done