Hopeless (feat. Lydia Dysert) Video (MV)

Sometimes I forget how still life is
I wish I could go back to when I was a kid
All these problems just hid
But everything now is just a blur
But it could all be just a dream
But most dreams don't turn into reality
Everything that I could see
Wish I was happy as I seem
Yeah, I got problems...

I wish people could relate to me
But the only person I relate to is myself
Which bothers me
Cause the whole point you see
Is for you to see where I'm coming from
I know it's kind of difficult
To imagine me any other way
Sometimes I sit back and imagine
What life would look like perfectly
And I talk to the other ten mes in my head, certainly
They mess with everything in my head
I could stop them
But they look just like me
They're every single aspect of me
I tell them everything, you see
But everything falls around me
Where am I?
I know life ain't easy
But my life isn't the worst
But I forget
Forget
Wish I could forget everything
But the Lord's right there
But feels like he ain't aware
I try to touch people with my music
But I fear that it will never reach anyone
I always wished my music would make someone stay
Or hold someone through a hard day
Yeah
But the problems just keep coming up
All these problems
I wish I could just laugh at them
Ha!
But they're just built inside me
Ha!
Wish I could stop them
But they just keep cramming up
Pushing in my head
Keep the pressure in my head but...

I have always been hopeless
And I know I'm not the only one
But it's hard not to feel lonely
When I feel like I'm facing things alone
And God even though I know you're with me
Why do you feel so far away?
Send me a sign, keep me alive
Cause you're the only thing that I have these days

Like I said before
I'm an MK, but I never said I was perfect
Ethan, your lyrics are confusing
Boy, you must be snoozin'
No regrets
At least that's what I say on the outside
I doubt all my dreams and ideas on the inside
Which owns my mans with the brain that can leave every thought in my head
Oof

People tell you I'm an MK
But even MKs have doubts and fears
People tell me I'm strong willed
At least that's what's gonna help me in the game
Open to suggestions
Doesn't mean I have to change
I could wear a nice tux
Make a couple bucks
Cause if I change everything
I become nothing
Could spit a couple bars
But it wouldn't mean anything
If nothing meanings behind it

My friends call me crazy, but funny
But it's just a cover
Covering
All these problems in me
Question, am I a problem
Or are problems just filling me?
I hope you understand
I know it's kinda confusing
But it's just me to make sense to me
Huh, confusing, right?

People don't get me
They flee me
Like I said before
I try to connect but I just eject
I know I'm not a great friend
Yeah, yeah...

You know what, just cut it off here, whatever
Let's go
This is it