It was the summer of 2024 when I first met you
Even if I knew things would end up this bad, I still probably would've stayed
I know it's a sick, tragic love story, but it wasn't supposed to end that way
It didn't go expected, but now I just walk past your house every single day
I try to scurry my way on past you and past you, but
The thoughts in my head keep on racing of all the memories of you
I don't know if the memories of me and you are still in your head, but
I know that they're still in mine
I'm sorry the way it ended
It wasn't your fault
Was never your fault, but it was mine
Why is it always my fault when you do things I'm just trying to fix
I really should've gave you my time
Maybe if I just gave you my time, then you'd still be here right now
I was wrong for doubting that I know
I'm always trying to push you away, even though I loved you with everything in my heart
I could've loved you better, but I don't
I only love you with the little love that I have left, but I'm sorry for you
You said what's wrong with me, you're acting different now
I didn't want to change, but you made me change in whatever way
My heart, it bleeds for you
Can't you just hear me out
Why can't you just listen to me when I'm trying to talk to you about something
Was never your fault, but it was mine
Why is it always my fault when you do things I'm just trying to fix
I really should've gave you my time
Maybe if I just gave you my time, then you'd still be here right now
I was wrong for doubting that I know
I'm always trying to push you away, even though I loved you with everything in my heart
I could've loved you better, but I don't
I only love you with the little love that I have left, but I'm sorry for you
You said what's wrong with me, you're acting different now
I didn't want to change, but you made me change in whatever way
My heart, it bleeds for you
Can't you just hear me out
And just like that, it's like she's gone again
She was the light that I had, the only thing that motivated me to get up
I still have those thoughts about her
It's been four years now
She's moved on, but I can't