Cap Finesse - Pain Lyrics

I been all alone swear i got it on my own
So depressed had to put this in a mother f*ckin song
Didn't have no home i was out on them streets
Had to feed myself i didn't have nothing to eat
I was so down bad
Still thankful to God for what I had
Want to make my mama glad
I just want to get a bag
Get the shit i neva had
I remember the nights i had to sleep in my whip
Knew better days were coming i couldnt even trip
I got me a bag and then i f*ckin flipped
On this lean i sip
Got to heal all my pain
I done came up out that mother f*ckin rain
I feel like im going insane
No i can not hang
The devil talking to me got to get him out my brain
I can never sell my soul for no motherf*ckin fame
Crazy to think about how far i came
I was weak just had to get up on my feet
So paranoid i wasnt even getting sleep
Damn , I got to run run run it up
Feel like i aint going hard enough
Never knew this shit was gone be so tough
Swear to god imma change my situation up.
I been all alone swear i got it on my own
So depressed had to put this in a mother f*ckin song
Didn't have no home i was out on them streets
Had to feed myself i didn't have nothing to eat
I was so down bad
Still thankful to God for what I had
Want to make my mama glad
I just want to get a bag
Get the shit i neva had
My best friend switched up who the f*ck do i got now
I dont got nobody yeah thats who i got now