CapeMan910 - Save My Life (feat. Marcus Haskins) Lyrics

I can never forget, 2007 when my whole life changed
Look in your face and all I seen was pain
Your little boy tryna be a man fell to deep
My only thoughts to hear your voice so in your heart I'll sleep
Eternally inside my mind it was my day and time
Realizing reality flying tried escaping mine
My heart on fast forward my mind on rewind
It's like you play back the time when life is on the line
My demons telling me that I won't make it out alive
So drunk and high I even contemplated suicide
Ducking and dodging traffic wobbly could hardly walk
My vision blurry in a hurry I could hardly talk
I took a look at the sky like God who I call
Cause through it all right or wrong you never let me fall
I saw a image of the woman that made me
I reached out to my momma and she save me

Wasn't easy growing up in the hood
Lil shorty I was up to no good
When opposition came, momma you saved me
Then I gotta lil knowledge of the game
Became a man then everything changed
Momma I appreciate, never forget how you saved me

Though we don't talk much your always in my heart
It's always excruciating for me when we're apart
So much I wanna say but I can't figure where to start
Cuz since we lost our favorite girl I left you in the dark
Such a work of art, the picture painted in my head
I still remember what was said for they pronounced her dead
I told her grandma I don't know what I'mma do now
A tear fell from her eye she tried to form a smile
Coma or not I know she understood cuz she was strong
Just look at how she held on and for how long
And every time I see your face she reincarnated
God knows I much I really appreciate it
Two of the same but you'll always be one of a kind
There's no love in the world like the mother of mine
Just thought I'd let you know I'll always love you don't forget
I'm still your son and I'ma always give you that respect

Wasn't easy growing up in the hood
Lil shorty I was up to no good
When opposition came, grand-momma u saved me
Then I got a lil knowledge of the game
Became a man then everything changed
Big momma I can see your face, through your prayers you saved me

Who could I turn to, if it was me against the world?
God my momma my sister's my wife and baby girl
But this one here is a tribute to one who gave me life
And made the sacrifice Vanessa Swann you saved my life
Who could I turn to, if it was me against the world?
God my momma my sister's my wife and baby girl
But this one here is a tribute to one who gave me life
And made the sacrifice Vanessa Swann you saved my life

Wasn't easy growing up in the hood
Lil shorty I was up to no good
When opposition came, momma you saved me
Then I gotta lil knowledge of the game
Became a man then everything changed
Momma I appreciate, never forget how you saved me

Wasn't easy growing up in the hood
Lil shorty I was up to no good
When opposition came, grand-momma u saved me
Then I got a lil knowledge of the game
Became a man then everything changed
Big momma I can see your face through your prayers you saved me

You saved me what am I going to do now
Now that you're gone
The only I thing can do is try to stay strong
Sometimes I get a little worried oohh but I know that its the prayers oh prayers you invested in me