Endless Waves Video (MV)

They told me if I wanted to be great I shouldn't shoot straight
I should switch lane, dig a grave for that mainstream facade
I felt that I shouldn't hesitate, just wait
I'm here to make my own damn fate, forgive me father for I have sinned
I chose the wrong path, just for a f*cking win
Open up heaven's gate and let me in, I didn't think
So I'm digging deeper and deeper and overachiever waiting for the reaper
Saved by this girl, I was damn lucky to meet her
Did everything in my power just to treat her like a queen
Feared by my thoughts, everything is not what it seems
Anxiety telling me this one gonna cheat
It's getting to my head, all this f*cking stress
All this mess, make me fold my hand, look up just confess
I've been depressed, dear god please suppress
My dark thoughts so I can get some rest now
Endless waves of anxiety and old mistakes
Jealousy, tryna make me do the things I hate
Please just wait, until I find a way for you to stay
Hope it's not too late, I got so much shit I have to say
I hear profanity, makes me feel insanity
With people out there cursing like their mama raised them to be
I wanna be a real MC, but let me breathe
When I try to reach a higher state but just being me
Once upon a time I had an epiphany that I shouldn't just dream
So I woke up and seized the life I wanted to live
And not give in to the obstacles I'ma hit on the way to my win
I needed to dive in
I chose to be me
Would never be a wannabe, if I wanna be a wannabe I will take a seat
Talk about lean and how I rob endlessly
Not a thug so I sit for myself, silently
But f*ck that, I'm a real man
Open up about my feelings like a f*cking coke can
Before you judge me you need to understand
That I do what I can to take a stand
And beat my chest like Tarzan
Endless waves of anxiety and old mistakes
Jealousy, tryna make me do the things I hate
Please just wait, until I find a way for you to stay
Hope it's not too late, I got so much shit I have to say
My mama raised me to be the man I am today
To believe in myself and never be afraid
To make mistakes and to use my music as an escape
From reality concentrating on better days
When life gives you lemon, make lemonade
Never be afraid to explain what you just really feel
Try to heal, write your lyrics in braille
So even the blind people can feel what the f*ck I feel
Endless waves of anxiety and old mistakes
Jealousy, tryna make me do the things I hate
Please just wait, until I find a way for you to stay
Hope it's not too late, I got so much shit I have to say