The After Party Video (MV)

I must have no control
I might have lost my mind
I am the scum of the earth every single night
Every morning when I wake
My head feels split wide open
And my hands start to shake
Poppin' bottles isn't all fun and games
Become the wretched
It's the price that you'll pay
Broken beyond repair
You're gasping for air
After all this time I should have learn my lesson
But rock bottom isn't quite low enough
In the face of losing my home
I'll admit I need some help
Someone to guide me
Someone to lift me off the ground
And change my life around
I wanna live for more
Put down the bottle with no remorse
I choose to be free
And destroy all that's killing me
Try as hard I may I might still lose my way
Strength comes from inside but do I have it in me
I'll just have to dig down deep
But if I start to falter will you reach out for me
I wanna put down the poison so bad
But around my throat I feel it's hand
My brain is bleeding
My soul is filthy
If you could save me
Am I worth saving
I am the wretched
It's the price that I've paid
Broken beyond repair I'm gasping for air
After all this time I should have learn my lesson
But rock bottom isn't quite low enough
In the face of losing my home
I'll admit I need some help
Someone to guide me
Someone to lift me off the ground
And change my life around
I wanna live for more
Put down the bottle with no remorse
I choose to be free
And destroy all that's killing me