The Drawing Board (Hold Your Horses) Video (MV)

Crack a window
There's no ordinary way I trust
To cool things down when tension's up
Or smooth things out when life gets rough
My stable image covers up
The feelings felt, I keep them tucked away
I've spent some nights in hell
I still get hurt, I still need help
There's times my self-esteem's felt low
But still you're not alone
No, I know you need me to stop talking
My brain starts racing thinking of how I'd start helping
I make it worse from opening my mouth
It felt right to me
God damn
I wish they could see my thought process
How I obsess up in the nest in my head
I get caught up instead on outcomes that I dread
Or wrong things that I did
But I turned something 'bout you about me once again
I know I tend to still overthink and mess things up
I promise that it's a trait I'm working on
I wish I could offer peace in times like those
Just know when I choke up and speak it comes from home
I use my open ears then comb and probe
I get it feels so comatose
I know