Suddenly it's 6am
Another talk with God again
I cry for me, and I cry for him
What happened to plans we made
All at once they went away
The life we knew is in the past
All the verses come to mind
But I don't see the good this time
Broken hearts, and a thousand tears
Can't believe this hell we're in
Was it something that I did?
I'm begging for another year
I can't leave without saying goodbye
But I can't do it knowing I'll cry
So I'll just stay here next to you
And hold your hand
This isn't what I planned
Only God can understand
I can't keep looking back
It's only gonna make me crash
And I don't know what lies ahead
It'll have its ups and downs
The winding curves might slow me down
But I won't give up, I won't give in
I can't leave without saying goodbye
But I can't do it knowing I'll cry
So I'll just stay here next to you
And hold your hand
This isn't what I planned
Only God can understand
43 went by so fast
Real love makes time do that
And I'm grateful for the life we had
But I know there's more to come
It won't end in God's kingdom
And we'll ride the trails like we always did
I might cry, but it's only goodbye
I'll come back to you on the other side
For now I'll stay here next to you
And hold your hand
This isn't what we planned
Only God can understand
I know we're in His hands
Only God can understand