got the mask on Video (MV)

Took a chance but I don't like it this way
Feeling like I'm losing all my brains
But I know that I can handle all the pain
Never learned to show respect for the change
Little John running laps, unknowing of when he growing up, he will be the one to begin
Showing up, put the cup to the side, hit the gass, light it up, way too fast, live it up
There's a lot of birds on the outside, wanting to come inside, wanting to be on my way
But I won't let 'em in, treat 'em like they treated me back then
Who would have thought
Got the mask on to hide from the flaws
You have a thought
Got the mask on to speak on my wrongs