is this it? Video (MV)

I just need to focus
Taking notice
It was just a game, I couldn't play by the rules
'Fore you go I need to hold ya
Feeling like my soul left, I don't wanna see you go
Sudden rush through my body, I shut the door
Carnivxre's a different beast, I should've put him in a cage
There is no one else to blame but myself
If I was the man I said I am, I shouldn't be myself
Shot you in the foot, ran away
I was close to give in to the Devil, but I lied, just to keep you sane
Red rose turning black, is metaphor in itself

You can't leave with so many things unsaid
Had my mouth shut for days
But you can't even write a single word
I cannot live on like this
Cannot live on knowing you exist
Nothing be the same, I'm never done with you
Every day is the same, I cannot even sleep without you
You stick a knife in my gut
But you don't really give a f*ck
I can see past what you've done
Whats a sin without a black sheep
Only you and me in these white sheets
Voices in my head telling me I should leave earth
But I cannot leave with no stone unturned
Cannot leave with your voice unheard
I wanna be with you for better and for worse