I am attached to an instance of my desires being aligned what I could see
Before my eyes, but now that's gone
Keep your lover, keep your silence, don't expect mine as well
You don't deserve my farewell
I followed Filth Parade, I'll attend all the solo shows
I hope this is the day, that I move upwards to reach you
This is the day after your show for context
And I feel better now that I'm convinced that I can still lift your mood
Time away, I've let you stay and you haven't begun to fade yet
I won't grieve forever, brought this on myself
Push through complications; I'm ready to aid you
Ready to stay adjacent, ready to be there
I f*cking stayed aside
It's no one's fault but mine
You knew it all the time
I walk to Boma Bridge
I run away from him
I push away from you
I wish you'd run away
And I wish all the best regardless of me
And I can either fix my mind