Seems like you praying on my downfall
Cuz' I'm living in my worst days
Questioning my character, like am I who I say
These smile's on my face, they fake
Let's be honest
It's me who decides my fate
The battles in my head won't escape
Look straight up to God
Big believer with faith, find peace and hope
Every reason to cope
Man put down that dope
Come on, put down that drink
Wake up, can't think
You don't see what I see
You don't feel what I feel
I put all my people first, that's me keeping it real
Life hit me hard with that domino effect
All I got is myself, I lost all respect
For the people in the back that don't give a damn
Don't worry I'm observant I know who you are
Keep sideline watching while I turn into a star
Get the drawing board out, time to head a different route
By the time that I'm out, we gon' make it all count
Heart bleeding lesson learned
Wounds healing let it burn
Bout' time I come to terms, that I need to change my ways
Get me out this phase, where every one of my days, feels foggy in haze
I don't know
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to do
I don't have much left to say
Let my actions show proof
That I'm done
No more having fun
I'm not the same person that I was
These demons got a hold of me
How do I bounce back
Gon' be hard, but figure it out
Figure it out, huh
Then watch how far I make it out
Make it out
Real talk, real talk, real talk