Cashma - Mixed Emotions Lyrics

I don't mean what I say
Tryna be with ya
It's hard being crazy
Want you gone then I miss ya
Cause feelings cost to the big picture
And feelings prove to be dangerous
Want you gone on monday
Tuesday want you back
But all I do is think about you
Think of ways not to think about you
And I don't understand it
But I love it
I swear I love it
You saying trust me
We not into cuffing
It's hard being happily lonely
But then wanting you to hold me
My world is a tunnel
Don't wanna f*ck this up
I ain't gone lie
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you sometimes
But I still want you
I want you
I want you to be mine
You know I love you
I love you
I love you with all my heart
But I still hate you
I hate you
I hate that you not mine
I hate the distance
Love the distance
Love when I'm missing
I don't know why
Feeling dizzy
Want you near me
I must be tripping
Out of my mind
Feeling the drift
Through the windows of love
I think I want you
I can't get enough
But say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna get deeper with you
But know I can satisfy you
Cause I really want too
If I let me but
I ain't gone lie
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you sometimes
But I still want you
I want you
I want you to be mine
You know I love you
I love you
I love you with all my heart
But I still hate you
I hate you
I hate that you not mine
I swear I hate you
I hate you
I hate you sometimes
But I still want you
I want you
I want you to be mine
You know I love you
I love you
I love you with all my heart
But I still hate you
I hate you
I hate that you not mine