Troubled Video (MV)

Heres a Disaster
Dude It's Sad But True
Of a Man named Casper
Spewed from the 702
Shit I been through Well, Its
Pure slaughter
At age 12, I found out dad
Wasn't my real father

Thats a, when I finally met
My real Daddy
Til he was shot in the streets
They killed daddy
I was 16 and blew you off to
Smoke with moe
I could of been there, but
Instead i closed the door

Fa sho, Mom and me are cool
Now, friends for sure
But that Abusive shit has got
Too go, f*ck that asshole
And f*ck Buffalo, and that
Relationship that shit was
Cold
Like when you kicked me out
The house at 10 years old

So, I went to live with my
Grandparents, that was
Great
Cept I was Schitzofrenic and
Mass medicated
Demons inside of me, im
Losing my patience
Losing my mind, Im a lost in
The dark Vagrant

Troubled, You know what they
Say, They Say, that Im So
Troubled
But still living today, today
I'm Troubled, You know what They
Say, They Say, that Im So
Troubled
But still living today, today
I'm Troubled, You know what They
Say, They Say, that Im So
Troubled
But still living today, today
I'm Troubled, You know what They
Say, They Say, that Im So
Troubled
But still living today, today

Now Group Home Living, There
Was no Civilness
The House manager sickening
Made us fight for Priveleges
The bitch is Anthony testa
Wish I could give him the
Business
Lied to my father, and told
Him I was shit kid

After my dad died
I ran away from that B-S
To my Ex Girls house
Who smoked me out with trees Yes
Let me crash for the night
After you treated me so right
Stole hrr dads pills and truck
Went for a joyride

Boy im, in trouble now
Cops are behind me
High speed chase, these lights
Are blinding
GTA charge, Parole, and Jail
Time
Then half way houses where I
Contined my hell life

Well at 18,I was smoking crack in Vegas
With Mama Rose and Papa
Smurf, wasnt the greatest
Had a plan to trip balls at
EDC, So we bounced to LA
But never made it cuz I got
Lost on the way

Troubled, You know what they
Say, They Say, that Im So
Troubled
But still living today, today
I'm Troubled, You know what they
Say, They Say, that Im So
Troubled
But still living today, today
I'm Troubled, You know what they
Say, They Say, that Im So
Troubled
But still living today, today
I'm Troubled, You know what they
Say, They Say, that Im So
Troubled
But still living today, today

Ended up shooting meth
Getting mad strung out
In the street of Hollywood
My eyes bugged out
Thought Dope dealer a Bonds
Man, he can get me out
N Started selling dope, so I
Could stay smoked out

In n out of the Twin Towers
Correction Facility
Prop 36 this possession shit
Killing me
Met a Girl and had a baby
I thought it was hopeless
Born on the Freeway bridge
Since we were homeless

So its Rehab they say
Nope I did't last 3 day
Did More Drugs
Then came back to make a 2nd Baby
Maybe im crazy
But my life has been run over
Thats when I stood up and N
Finally got sober

7 years past
No more life of the sedated
I'm a father, son and
Brother, to family I Created
But I once lost it, when I was
Lost in addiction
The troubled life I lived been One hell Of a misison

Troubled, You know what they
Say, They Say, that Im So
Troubled
But still living today, today
I'm Troubled, You know what They
Say, They Say, that Im So
Troubled
But still living today, today
I'm Troubled, You know what they
Say, They Say, that Im So
Troubled
But still living today, today
I'm Troubled, You know what They
Say, They Say, that Im So
Troubled
But still living today, today