I don't know why
But I know it's gonna be the day that I die
So why even try
When there's pictures on my nightstand
Who's sole purpose is to remind
Of the time that went by
That love doesn't live here anymore
It's just me and my dying cat
The same me that I said I would always be
The reason that my mother drinks
The reason that she can't get any sleep
And I have gone off
On family via text
I have also threatened suicide to my ex
And I am not perfect by any means
But if you could just see
That I'm not the one I was meant to be
With this weight hanging over me
Friends of friends
And family of friends
Would it even ever matter if we never met
Would you call me in the middle of the night
Asking me if I was fine if we never met
Maybe I should just give in
Share a drink and shake some hands
With my friends of friends
Maybe I should just give in
Share a drink and shake some hands
With my friends of friends