Ccxxv Zay - Dope Hill Lyrics

Looking back
I ain't who I used to be
Don't see the friends that I used to see
Cut out the people that were using me
Looking back
I miss all the sober days
Not falling over days
Life wasn't fast
Miss my slower days

Now life's work
Work
Go
Can I sit down?
Nigga no
You got football
You got work
And you got school
You got Church

Ding dong ding dong
Realitys at the door
Old me died and the
New me born
Who was I before?

Dope Hill
Dope Hill
I miss recess
I miss when the best
Thing in the world was dream sex
Back when Pokemon was a real flex
What happened
Run from the cops like some savages
Hopefully above average
Screaming crowds
Packages
From fans
Damn it's
Happening
Not yet
I'm just imagining
But
A boy can dream
And that's the thing

Dope Hill
Dope Hill
Getting off this mountain soon
Tweakers come out under the full moon
My speakers blow out from my f*ckin tunes
Got the f*ckin blues

I'm wavy
Underwear with my cartoons
Cocoa Puffs with that
Small spoon
Realize life is
All you
All me
Half a man
Spray paint
Half a can
Living off like
Half the land

Dope Hill
Dope Hill
Mountain meth
Fountain drinks and
Cheating death
Brand new bongs and
Weed and sex
Name brand clothes
My
Future closed
I'm dying young
From vibing
Running
Into the wrong people
Man the world is evil
Ruined me
I just want you to see
That living life is harsh if you get into all this coonery
I'm unhappy
I flex because I'm so sad
Good household with a mom and dad
But
A few bad choices
On this
Dope Hill
Dope Hill
Who comes out the same
Even good kids at an older age become
Tweaked out f*cks
Yeah they always change
Party young
Never stop
Run into
A couple cops
Good mind with some awful thoughts
Bad intentions
Not to mention
No one learns the f*cking lesson
Do you and no one else
All alone
No one helps
Drinkings real
I've never felt
It hurts to feel
The damage dealt
Maybe I'll just kill myself?
Maybe I'll just
Run this
Dope Hill
Dope Hill
Door open
I'm not smoking
Killed my soul and
Need some breathe
And need a shotty
For my chest
When life gets dark
My legs go numb
No enjoyment from
New fun
Blowing all of my new funds
But saving up for a new gun
End it all
That's all I feel
I was so happy
What's the deal
Life's starting to get to real
In this
Small-town
You come around to see me lose
Hit me up like
What's the move
I just don't know what to do
Real niggas I've got a few
They here
Mountain dew
A couple beers
Always new
A couple fears
See myself
A couple mirrors
Dope Hill
Cocaine
With the xanax
Dry tears
It's a sad flex
Can't hear
I'm deaf

Sweet tea
That's the chaser
Chevy
That's the Blazer
Bad bitch
I won't chase her
Follow me
I won't let her
Follow me
I'm the Shepard
Broken dreams
A crushed up soul
A sober mind
A couple bowls
A broken heart
A couple holes
A bunch of guys
A couple souls
Stolen shoes
Burnt up coals
Low and sad
Sad and low
Empty eyes
Full of lies
Lines of coke
Dope and fried
Dope Hill
Hope filled
Doesn't think
Nightmare
Might just f*cking think
Of driving off a couple drinks
Down 40 feet
The cliff is steep
I'm sorry, dearest future wife I'm
Ending my own f*cking life
I laugh and joke
But it's a fight see
I don't like me
I don't like this
Sadness nigga
I don't fight this
I don't like this

I don't like this
Dope Hill
Dope Hill
Invoking thoughts
Will
Open boxes
Pandora
It's wild
Bought this
Chain so I can
Flash the
Compe-tition
Show off
Always winnin
Hiding pain by always sinnin
Cryin music blastin
Hitting
Slappin
Bangers
Trappin
Mission
Got a vision
Make a livin
Off
Making music
Make a killing
Blow up through the f*ckin ceiling
Big ass shoes I've gotta fill in
Dope Hill

Global
Phenom

Above
And
Beyond
Look what I
Be on

I've been slacking
It's why I don't go far
Write better all f*cked up
Nigga it's why I go hard
I've been slacking
It's why I don't go far
Write better all f*cked up
Nigga it's why I go hard

Dope Hill
Dope Hill
I just wanna be a man
I just wanna meet a fan
I just wanna
Impress my dad
And that's facts