The pain inside haunts me
Never stops when I want it to
Cause it keeps on lingerin'
Have to keep myself at bay, so I don't overspill my heart by mistake
Supressin' all my emotions cause they can't be controlled
Could but it's a hassle, rather blow my brains out
Avoid all the Trauma Dumpin', you'll just listen and judge
Soak up all my little details like a wet sponge
Don't wanna let it out, force that shit back down
Killin' my heart every second it's without a doubt
Pressure building and it's tightenin' up in my chest
Place my hand over my heart, I'm pledging my allegiance
The damage is done, there's no where to run
Harm myself with my words, a damaged heart in return
I'm feelin' the hurt, chokin' on my words, it's almost as if I'm a hazard
The pain inside haunts me
Never stops when I want it to
Cause it keeps on lingerin'
Have to keep myself at bay, so I don't overspill my heart by mistake
Losing my sanity, a little lately
Keep my lips sealed so I don't sound crazy
To put it simply
I wish that my eyes could speak what my lips won't say for me
The pain inside haunts me
Never stops when I want it to
Cause it keeps on lingerin'
Have to keep myself at bay, so I don't overspill my heart by mistake
Could be all great and dandy but my f*cking anxiety
Wont stop panicking over dumb and the little things
Is there anyone out here who is thinkin' the same
Love to talk about it but in this society
F*cking stressful, on my mental
Eating my heart like a blood thirsty cannibal
I'm exhausted, I'm being honest
Carrying for this mental battle it's more than I can handle
The damage is done, there's no where to run
Harm myself with my words, a damaged heart in return
I'm feelin' the hurt, chokin' on my words, it's almost as if I'm a hazard
The pain inside haunts me
Never stops when I want it to
Cause it keeps on lingerin'
Have to keep myself at bay, so I don't overspill my heart by mistake