Guess who's the bad apple who spoiled the bunch?
Am I too quiet or am I too blunt?
They say I'm not scary I look like a baby
My presence came knocking said on the contrary
I can't communicate how exactly I feel
Bringing death in the convo's not really ideal
Every time I try I look f*cking dumb
I wish I could say where exactly I'm coming from
Hate that I have to withdraw from my friend's
My mood swings cause me to turn into a bitch
I'm trying my best to not be distressed
But my mental health won't give me a f*cking rest
I'm sorry if I don't look approachable
I get told I'm not seen as sociable
Don't wanna start problems or cause any drama
I'll keep to myself and live in my dark aura
Hate that I have to withdraw from my friend's
My mood swings cause me to turn into a bitch
I'm trying my best to not be distressed
But my mental health won't give me a f*cking rest
I'm sorry if I don't look approachable
I get told I'm not seen as sociable
Don't wanna start problems or cause any drama
I'll keep to myself and live in my dark aura
Guess who is the one who would rain on parades?
Friend's thought that I was just faking my pain
Whole time I'm around I fought to stay sane
My heart and my brain never on the same page
There's still a couple times where even now I
Still cry over my past till' my eyes are dry
Partly always why I like to be high
Not the best way to cope that I will not deny
But I don't give a f*ck cause I-
Hate that I have to withdraw from my friend's
My mood swings cause me to turn into a bitch
I'm trying my best to not be distressed
But my mental health won't give me a f*cking rest
I'm sorry if I don't look approachable
I get told I'm not seen as sociable
Don't wanna start problems or cause any drama
I'll keep to myself and live in my dark aura
Hate that I have to withdraw from my friend's
My mood swings cause me to turn into a bitch
I'm trying my best to not be distressed
But my mental health won't give me a f*cking rest
I'm sorry if I don't look approachable
I get told I'm not seen as sociable
Don't wanna start problems or cause any drama
I'll keep to myself and live in my dark aura