Cedric Miller - Too Late for Me Lyrics

One in the chamber
I got one in the chamber
One in the chamber
I got one in the chamber
How can you love me, how
I don't love myself, self
I don't love myself, self
I don't love myself
How can you trust me, how
I don't trust myself, self
I don't trust myself, self
I don't trust myself

I'm bout to blow out my brains
Let me explain
Feelings repressed, I'm sick of the pain
I'm losing control, you think it's a game
Do you remember my name
Cuz I'm feeling lost and momma I tried
I'm playing the victim I know you ashamed
I got nothing left to gain
People telling me they love me but say it in vain
Speaking of veins
I should take a knife and travel through it as I travel through memory lane
Sitting in front of my 380 Ruger
Why am I waiting I might as well do it
F*ck it I'm fighting back tears
Somebody help, I'm surrounded by fears
My mother don't love me
My brother don't love me
My cousins don't love me
My uncle, aunties even grandma don't love me
Why don't they love me
Feeling disowned I know I'm lucky maybe I just needed someone to hug me
Slowly feeling up with anger, I think I'm in danger

One in the chamber
I got one in the chamber
One in the chamber
I got one in the chamber
How can you love me, how
I don't love myself, self
I don't love myself, self
I don't love myself
How can you trust me, how
I don't trust myself, self
I don't trust myself, self
I don't trust myself

My mother don't love me
My brother don't love me
My cousins don't love me
My uncle, aunties even grandma don't love me
Why don't they love me
Feeling disowned I know I'm lucky maybe I just needed someone to love me
Slowly feeling up with anger, I think I'm in danger

I'ma put one in the chamber and...