Wide Awake Video (MV)

I don't think they understand me
Mud in my cup, dodging my feelings
I just mixed it with a xanny
She want my love but I don't feel it
I just met her in Miami
I done came up, pull up in foreigns
Used to ride inside the Camry
All of this shit on my mind I just get high like a Martian
I really thought you was mine but you just made niggas heartless
I ain't even gonna lie for you girl I went the hardest
Had to put you to the side but still I'm getting it regardless
All of this drip got her wet like a water fall
Told me that you really f*ck with me but now you don't answer my calls
Just wanted your company now we can't even get along
And it was all lies I peeped now I just wanna be alone
I be so geeked up I'm gone off these meds
Shorty wan f*ck and just lay in my bed
Said she want me but I want the bread
Fighting these demons they won't leave my head
I keep a kay, nigga don't play
Run up on me you get filled up with lead
I was abandoned they left me for dead
If I say that I love you got you till the end
No they don't feel this pain
I was trapping no umbrella in the rain
I be gone off these drugs they just be keeping me sane
Told my niggas stay down soon we'll be up like a plane
Wide awake I'm just chasing my dreams
I'm telling you this shit ain't really what it seems
Ain't too many I can trust they make believe
I got scars so I put tattoos on my sleeve
They left me out like I got cut off from the team
I won't cuff that hoe she let me f*ck on the first link
Now it's only dollar signs what I see
All this fake love in the air I ain't really tryna breathe
I don't think they understand me
Mud in my cup, dodging my feelings
I just mixed it with a xanny
She want my love but I don't feel it
I just met her in Miami
I done came up, pull up in foreigns
Used to ride inside the Camry
All of this shit on my mind I just get high like a Martian
I really thought you was mine but you just made niggas heartless
I ain't even gonna lie for you girl I went the hardest
Had to put you to the side but still I'm getting it regardless
All of this drip got her wet like a water fall
Told me that you really f*ck with me but now you don't answer my calls
Just wanted your company now we can't even get along
And it was all lies I peeped now I just wanna be alone
Wide awake I'm just chasing my dreams
I'm telling you this shit ain't really what it seems
Ain't too many I can trust they make believe
I got scars so I put tattoos on my sleeve