Fell in love getting lost in that weed smoke
Takes away reality, my pain floats
It gives me happiness, that's all i know
Love me with your caution, I'm the type to blow
Yeah I've been that type of guy
To cover truth with my lies..
To love you without shutting my eyes
While I fool myself thinking that our love would survive
Cant be happy for a minute, my mind on a fidget..
Spinning into disaster I breakdown like broadcasters
Cloudy with a chance of a heavy rainfall I'm shattered
Emotionless, nothing would ever get me more happier
Than being with my babe Mary Jane man I'm so damn proud of her
Erasing all my problems and gets me slumped on the furniture
Making sure I'm eating I'm craving food like a carnivore
Sometimes gets me mad like policemen from outta Baltimore
I never wanted to be that heartbreak kid
I never wanted to jump into something fast and not have it last forever
I just want something real
And smoking this takes me into a place where I can feel and believe that the love you claim you giving me is real
Fell in love getting lost in that weed smoke
Takes away reality, my pain floats
It gives me happiness, that's all i know
Love me with your caution, I'm the type to blow
Yeah I've been that type of guy
To cover truth with my lies..
To love you without shutting my eyes
While I fool myself thinking that our love would survive
Its crazy, its just crazy like
I need this gas to feel like more of a man
Without it I feel empty, feel exhausted
And it hurts whenever I try to love somebody i start getting nauseous
Finding excuses to leave before it go any further because I'm scared
Scared of commitment
It's something I personally criticize myself on asking myself "why"
Why I haven't found myself yet? Why do I lust more over things more than love?
Why?