I lost the confidence within myself to ask her out
My past relationships had shown me I'm a classic pal
I just got lazy and my patience started running out
But I've been running now my mind is clearer sun is out
And I've accepted that my heart is destined to see the lessons that I've collected
But the pressure self inflicted of course is keeping me static
To combat it I stopped looking for treasure
The map is faulty sometimes you stumble upon it at times when your least expecting it
You gotta take a breath
And take a step back like I'm harden in Houston
I think it's harder to figure out
That's what I used to think
I got a lot in the bank and I'm not talking chase
I got a lot on my plate and shit I been cutting weight
A nigga skinny but the fit is crazy
I wear my heart on my sleeve but at times the weathers rainy
I know my arms looking weak but I promise I can carry
But I'm finally over all of that
Yuh
Sifting thru the mud and clover patch
Yuh
Stay on the course if not I'm gonna crash
Yuh
I'll never lie the cat is out the bag
Yuh
Shit Ima mommas boy
Sometimes I hate to admit it but I'll be honest for you
I've garnered all this experience I'm only 24
What's funnier is I'm serious who would've thought
And honestly I thought my luck was depleted and I was stuck
I made a promise, to my momma
I said I'll never ever bring home a shawty if she didn't love you
So I honored that my honors back I passed with honors
What came to follow is the motto that I'll never lack
Is self respect and interject when it's not in the plan
And even then I need the confidence to say it like a man
The consequence is it took years to find that man But here I am
Here I am
But I'm finally over all of that
Yuh
Sifting through the mud and clover patch
Yuh
But I'm finally over all of that
Yuh
Sifting through the mud and clover patch
Yuh
Stay on the course if not I'm gonna crash
Yuh
I'll never lie the cat is out the bag
Yuh