Cerv - Toxic Characteristics Lyrics

I overthink almost like, everything

I've been going back and forth
I ain't ever did that before
If I'm honest
The thought has been put in a box in my head and stored
I'm not ready for
Whatever you said this was
Reservations I hold cause I'm scared of what
Could unfold, if I choose to go there and plus
I'm a dog, and I bark, would you dare to trust?
Think I need to get neediness out of my system
Just feed into "pick me's", then ditch em
Would you being with me be different?
Or would I get bored and then distant?

I got these toxicish characteristics
But darling I promise, I swear imma fix it
It's hard and I'm very aware of the shit that
Distracts me, hope you won't distract me
I think that, I think I,
I think I need time to myself,
Time to reflect, and inspect what is felt
Why we have sex?
Cause I guess that we still feel a way
And you pull all your strings to explain
All the hurt that come out,
But I doubt that'd I listen
I just make up my mind with decisions
Trying to break my tradition
Do I want you or the attention?

Smoke leave my breath and I'm lifted
Do you get the message I've written?
Sometimes I get bored and then distant
Baby I'm sure to get distant

I got these toxicish characteristics
But darling I promise, I swear imma fix it
It's hard and I'm very aware of the shit that
Distracts me, hope you won't distract me
I think that, I think I,
I think that I overthink almost like, everything
Hope your patience ain't wearing thin
Hope you ain't wearing anything
Under them clothes
Crazy my train of thought wander I know
So do my eyes but I say that they don't
Could you confide, do think that you won't
Let down your guard, do you think that I'm on
Something you prolly right

Smoke leave my breath and I'm lifted
Do you get the message I've written?
Sometimes I get bored and then distant
Baby I'm sure to get distant

I got these toxicish characteristics
But darling I promise, I swear imma fix it
It's hard and I'm very aware of the shit that
Distracts me, hope you won't distract me
I think that, I think I,
I think I keep thinking bout you for a reason
Maybe it's true, maybe you'd start to resent
Me for the lack of love you'd be receiving
I would repent, so you'd wonder like Steven
Even if me and you were to work out
Would I have regrets or would I have doubt
I would have secrets to complain about
Would you say then aloud? Would you listen?

Smoke leave my breath and I'm lifted
Do you get the message I've written?
Sometimes I get bored and then distant
Baby I'm sure to get distant

I got these toxicish characteristics
But darling I promise I swear imma fix it
It's hard and I'm very aware of the shit that
Distracts me, hope you won't distract me
I think that...