Chadley Biscuits & Gvff - Intergalactic Introspect Lyrics

I know it's been a while
Yeah it's been a while
I've been wondering if I'd ever see you smile.

I know it's been a while
Yeah it's been a while
I've been wondering if I'd ever see you smile again
Didn't think that this would be how it all would end

But this is me
I don't wanna sing for you nah I don't wanna free
I just want to sit at home and write songs with my tea
Maybe a bedroom artist's all that I'll ever be

Please tell me

What am I missing?
Should I be looking forward or merely reminiscing?
Should I be poorer, not even a pot to piss in?
Or cheffing up these beats like I'm Nigella in the kitchen?

I know you love me
Tell me you love me

You might think I'm important but to me I'm f*cking nothing
Just open up the window, man, it's getting kinda stuffy
From my breather always cooking up the heat shout out to Guffey

But f

Why is it so hard to be content?
They say they love you, still don't know what it meant
I didn't want to make you sad, was never my intent
But now you walk around with nothing in your head but resent

I said I'm sorry
Had to tell a lie when I said that you needn't worry

But I knew exactly what was going on
I knew that I would do you wrong
I couldn't say it to your face, so just be cryptic in a song

I know it's been a while
Yeah it's been a while
I been wondering if I'd ever see you smile again
Didn't think that this would be how it all would end