Chaim - My Life Lyrics

I don't wanna waste my life, my life
I don't wanna waste my life, my life
I don't wanna waste my life, my life
I don't wanna waste my life, my life
I don't wanna throw it all away
I don't wanna see it fade to grey

Optimism ain't easy, bad thoughts are automatic
Vices can't leave me, gettin' lost in awful habits
Losin' my grip when I thought I had it
Dreamin' of fame and a better status
Lucifer using an apparatus
Controllin' my soul, I let him have it
Blood drippin' from the palm
Storm rise from the calm
Freedom is no longer
Sacred as a Psalm
Plagued with guilty conscience
Ain't fulfill my promise
I just can't be honest

I don't wanna waste my life, my life
I don't wanna waste my life, my life
I don't wanna waste my life, my life
I don't wanna waste my life, my life
I don't wanna throw it all away
I don't wanna see it fade to grey

I'm Waldo, gotta find myself
Indescribable, gotta define myself
God started the mold, gotta design myself
Too tied up, gotta unwind myself
Go back through the mental archives
Some of the brightest ideas come from dark minds
They know how feels bein' neglected
Their happiness turned into a weapon

I don't wanna waste my life, my life
I don't wanna waste my life, my life
I don't wanna waste my life, my life
I don't wanna waste my life, my life
I don't wanna throw it all away
I don't wanna see it fade to grey
And I don't wanna waste my life
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