Chandler Joshua - Feel Lyrics

I feel so little
I question if I'm real
I'm more like stone
Than most mountains
I'm numb to the bone
Like a waterless fountain
But I just can't change
I'm tired of being so tired
Been stuck here for a while
Can't flee even with my guile
Guess that's just how I'm wired

I just wanna feel something
Other than the nothing I feel
I live like a shadow in the dark
Or a flash in the light
I'm so torn apart
'Cause I can't feel alright

I feel so numb
That I'm colder than my heart
I'm more like glass
Than my ice cold pane
I see that I'm crass
Without a source of blame
But I just can't change
I'm sick of being so sick
In this world where I don't exist
Another face that just desists
With days that pass burning my wick

I just wanna feel something
Other than the nothing I feel
I live like a shadow in the dark
Or a flash in the light
I'm so torn apart
'Cause I can't feel alright

Silence is all around me
It's all that I can see
It engulfs me
Like the waves of a sea
The sound has become overwhelming
It's causing my delving
Into desperation for noise
Even from sources that are detrimental
To my mental state
But I'd rather have poison in my brain
Than continue feeling this way

I just wanna feel
Anything
I don't care
What it does to me
I just wanna feel
Anything
I don't care
What else I must see
I just wanna feel
Anything