I'm far from being perfect
But I'm trying
The perkys make me feel like I'm dying
The acid make a nigga feel stuck
The molly make me feel like I'm flying
Wet bogies
Dead police
Spring sirens innit?
The greenery they feedin me
Don't make me shake the little things
Call my ex fling fourth period
You can't see that we just both got history
I used to be a fool who never knew
Turned to village scum
Meaningless tattoos, cold brew, and twiddles thumbs
Out the window watch me fly
Deep into the summer blues
Magentas and placentas
Each aborted and abused
Valentines love still hides in shade of blue
Call my homie like what's good?
Minute I ain't hear from you?
So scattered brain
Like David Blaine
Don't make me hold my breath?
Ugh
There's nothing left
And I been on the road
Trynna find my T
Inner peace and love
Swear that's all a nigga needs
And I been on the road
Trynna find my T
Inner peace and love
Swear that's all a nigga needs
My auntie keep a post-it note
Posted on the poster board
My uncle keep a torch in his sock
Like ain't that bitch hot?
My daddy keep a bottlein the cupboard above the sink
Some dark liquor
Swear
That's all a nigga needs
My brother got some needles hidden in trash
Dirty ass
Found a gram in the front yard and filled my nose up
Hours later
On exchange
Drunk
Throwing up
Trynna find myself and all that helps
But shit it never works
I died a thousand times
A million miles I watched my soul search
In broken mirrors I see it clearer
And understand my worth
Snatch my heart from the start
So you can comprehend my hurt
But I'm on the road
I gotta go
Enterprise or Hertz?
Is it real?
Can you see?
Am I breathing?
Am I swimming?
Am I drowning?
Is it you?
Is it us!
Is it white!
Is it geeen?
Is it death?
Is it life!
Is it everything between?
In the dark nights
I'm off like
Bug spray and park lights
The bane of my existence
Pens that shoot a mile a minute
Cut through my facade on some weird shit
Sexual tension in prison
I've been trapped within a box
I'm just happy that you'd visit
You wait until I leave then regret the fact I did it
I'm trying
I promise you I'm trying
And I been on the road
Trynna find my T
Inner peace and love
Swear that's all a nigga needs
And I been on the road
Trynna find my T
Inner peace and love
Swear that's all a nigga needs