Born to Last Video (MV)

They told me "just save yourself"
I feel like a book on a shelf that no one opens
I am now hoping you will see my nerves explode
How can I keep myself calm when I'm facing this pointless racing?

Laying passed out in my bedroom won't decrease my higher tension
So I can focus on my life
I'm driven f*cking crazy by everything you say
Cause you don't know me and I don't know myself
I'm sick of the weather, it brushes my mind in all different colors
But mostly it's dark, I can't change the future
Neither the past, but somehow I'm here, so I'll try to last

Does anybody feel like me? I'm just trying to get on top of this

Panic attack's holding me, tell me what is A.D.D
I will never really be in the same reality
You don't know how I feel, every day begins with thrill
It kills creativity, also keeps my mind in fear

Passing all unanswered questions
'Cause my mind needs some corrections
And it's so fragile I can't use it, tearing myself
Searching answers, counting money that I don't have
What solution should I pick up? I'm better off dead

Is anybody made like me? Why am I lowering my esteem?
I'll never be normal for you, we'll never be normal for you
Why I seem so queer?