CharlieInCharge - Am I in Charge? Lyrics

Am I In Charge?
Hell yeah I'm in charge
We never wanna die we just wanna live large
Took a lil break thats honorable discharge
Take my spot back from you but I don't mean to barge

Cause I cut em off cut em off just like a barber
Childish, Childish Nicole arbour
Lost in the sauce just like some tartar
Need some batteries charlie needs a charger

Don't got no money so what can I barter
Took a little break, thought I departured
And to yall This date was worse than pearl harbor

This date will never end again like the last
Just singing my song while I'm still crying about the past
Yesterday showed how yall tricked in a mindset built on hatred
I'm glad you love MJ so much so you could get cremated

I don't think you know what you've created
And That day is overused I call that shit outdated
And when I say that why does everyone get frustrated
Swear that im just playing I swear I'm just mistaken like

So Don't apologize thats your demise
Better Count your days counter clockwise
I swear This date is when I pulverize
And I put this shit in overdrive
I wish I felt this every night
Why does it feel like I'm alive
I wish I could live this paradise
Now I'm terrified

Rhymes so weak but I'm still staying strong
You should never be nice so I'll never be wrong
Stay in your lane but which one do you belong
Man You lost your mind to drugs I lost mine to a song

I swear you kissed his ass more than darn dan's
Always killing with my gang like Kool Kat klan
Working on bars that are more trash than my garbage can
And this funday shit always keeps ruining my weekend

And I'm still fatter and whiter than a f*cking polar bear
I'm sure of who you are but I'm positive you don't care
Searching for some soul I can't find it anywhere
I just dream away my problems but it turns to a nightmare

Do I miss you? By all means
Lets go to a movie but don't spill the beans
Faking being happy when I'm Bluer than my jeans
Thats another other boulevard of broken dreams I'm saying

Welcome to another abomination that I call a show
Everyone strap in tighter than a dildo
And laugh at these lyrics cry along to the tempo
And if anyone asks who's in charge, you already know