Chasing Apparitions - A Risk Lyrics

I walked the halls of high school
As the kid nobody wanted to talk to
Because I wore skinny jeans and converse
My band T's always started conversation
That I was a demonic worshiper & loved Satan
But I have no relation with any god
So I'm willing to take this risk
And prove you all wrong
You started a war I will gladly continue
Every day I was picked on & petrified
Petrified
I would go home
Sit in my room and debate taking my life
I would sit in my room & debate taking my life
Until I decided enough was enough
This is my life and I don't give a f*ck
What you all think or how the world seems to me
You aren't the ones creating the man I'm to be
This is my life
This is my life
It's a risk they're willing to take
To put someone down until they only feel peace in the ground
In the ground
Put someone down until they only feel peace
In the ground
In the ground
I've built these walls not keep you out but to contain myself
Pray to your condescending Gods that I never see your faces
I'm afraid of what I'll do
I've grown so twisted
Once I found myself
I've grown so twisted
Once I found myself
Yes I've grown so twisted
Yes I've grown so twisted
Because
I would go home
Sit in my room and debate taking my life
I would sit in my room & debate taking my life
Until I decided enough was enough
This is my life and I don't give a f*ck
What you all think or how the world seems to me
You aren't the ones creating the man I'm to be
I would go home
Sit in my room and debate taking my life
I would sit in my room & debate taking my life
Until I decided enough was enough
This is my life and I don't give a f*ck
What you all think or how the world seems to me
You aren't the ones creating the man I'm to be
I would go home
Sit in my room and debate taking my life
I would sit in my room & debate taking my life
Until I decided enough was enough
This is my life and I don't give a f*ck
What you all think or how the world seems to me
You aren't the ones creating the man I'm to be