Chasing Apparitions - The Hedonist Lyrics

How could I
How could I go on
Knowing I've done so wrong
How could I
How could I go on
Living this way
It's f*cking insane
Every day waking to the voices with my hands painted red
Yeah
C'mon
How does it feel to take a life in the dead of the night
When the silent escapes their mouth at the sight of a knife
The floor was shouting with every step
Over and over these voices fill my head
It's all fun and games they said
Begging for life, I gave you death instead
I've a slave to these voices
I cant deny that f*cking I enjoy this
Every breath I steal causes atrophy
The light leaving their eyes is a trophy to me
These voices, these voices
They set my demons free
These voices, these voices
Are becoming one with me
How could I
How could I go on
Once everyone's dead and gone
How could I
How could I go on
I should've killed myself because death is my home
Never once looking back
Cause every night I plan my next attack
Never once was I looking back
Cause every night I plan my next attack
I've a slave to these voices
I cant deny that f*cking I enjoy this
Every breath I steal causes atrophy
The light leaving their eyes is a trophy to me
These voices, these voices
They set my demons free
These voices, these voices
Are becoming one with me
I f*cked up
I got caught
But I am no fool I played their games
Idly i kept the voices at bay
Once again the wolf hunts its prey