Cheap Admission - Above the Waves Lyrics

I'm having nightmares
About the future and what's to come
While everyone's alright
I don't know what I'm doing wrong
I know I'm wasting all my days
On thoughts of fears
I can't escape
I'm a let-down
Trapped in a haunted house
Chasing off the ghost inside of me
Inside of me

I'm swimmin' through the ocean all alone
'Cause being torn apart is all I know
And I can't keep
My head above the waves
I'm drowning in my thoughts
There's no way home
Sinkin' with a ship I can't control
Oh I can't keep
My head above the waves
They're crashing into me

Going nowhere
With no sense of where I've been
Or who I was
A castaway with no direction
A sailor who's always lost
I know I'm wasting all my days
On thoughts of fears
I can't escape
I'm a let-down
Trapped in a haunted house
Chasing off the ghost inside of me
Inside of me

I'm swimmin' through the ocean all alone
'Cause being torn apart is all I know
And I can't keep
My head above the waves
I'm drowning in my thoughts
There's no way home
Sinkin' with a ship I can't control
Oh I can't keep
My head above the waves
They're crashing into me

(Basically I'm just a dreamer)
(Not knowing where to go)
(Not facing any of my fears)
(Because they always keep me anxious)
(Because they always keep me close)
(They want me to drown)

I'm swimmin' through the ocean all alone
'Cause being torn apart is all I know
And I can't keep
My head above the waves
I'm drowning in my thoughts
There's no way home
Sinkin' with a ship I can't control
Oh I can't keep
My head above the waves
They're crashing into me

Swimmin' through the ocean
Being torn apart
Swimmin' through the ocean
Oh I can't keep
My head above the waves
My head above the waves