Chill Bandoe - Truth Be Told Freestyle Lyrics

Told my dawg load up them drakes it's time to slide on some shyt
Anything I stand on I believe I'm willing to die for that
My baby mama be like chill with all that violence and shyt
And my lil girls don't understand they just be smiling and shyt
She only two what she gone do to have to grow up without me
So I Can't give a nigga chance to leave me slumped in these streets
Swear I can't give a nigga a chance to have me resting in peace
Before I lay I gotta pray but still be sweating in my sleep
Was it a dream was it them beans that I was getting full of
Don't know how many times I told myself I'm done with the drugs
Don't know how many I hurt and lied to the ones that I love
I think the worst thang I ever learnt was how to not give a f*ck
It made me cold it made me bold
It made me step on a few
They took some years away from my life
For shyt that I ain't even do
My mama look me in my eyes
And told me god know the truth
Over the years I learnt a lot
But shyt I learned a lot to
Like both my grannies understand me I ain't saying that I'm perfect
But if god put us threw do that mean we deserve it
I ain't no Christian or no pastor but I preach to the streets
That's why them young niggas f*cking with me Cause my shyt fa the streets
I ain't gone change up for no deal I rather keep it real
I just sharpened up my brain so I can go run up a mill
I done loading up them thangs cause we was low up on a bill
You'd be surprised how many times prayed my pain just disappeared
Got some fans that love me dearly and that shyt mean the most
I ain't gone lie if it wouldn't for y'all I woulda been done lost hope
I ain't gone lie if it wouldn't for y'all I wouldna
Stop kicking doors
But I can't jeopardize my life just to be locked up and broke
Cause I gotta baby on the way miyah looking in my face
And when thangs don't go her way she look up to me to save the day
And I ain't saying that I want slide I ain't saying that I want ride
But if that is what I decide just know I got it mastermind
You'd be surprised how many people said they was with me
But ain't keep that shyt 1k when situations got sticky
You'd be surprised how many of my people start switching cause I took a lil break and Want in a position to be dropping music daily had to help out
With my baby had to take some time off cause this music shyt want paying
Felt like this music shyt want working
Stressing daily pockets hurting
I been down most of my life so when I blow bitch I deserve it
When I blow bitch u gon know it
I remember my first buzz
I remember when I drop get to the money and I got love
I remember talking to juwan like bruh I'm bout to make it
Couple years go by I'm asking god why he take him